Jeez I don't know what to do. I really want to go to college, I should be able to. But no, I can't afford it. Even with like 2 grand in scholarships, and even at a cheap college. I just can't afford it and it makes me so sick. I could take out a loan, but that would get more and more expensive for the 4 years. Then I get out of college, and am trying to support myself, I just can't pay off a loan for thousands of dollars. I could just work this year, and go to college next year, but even that wouldn't keep me out of debt by the end of my 2nd year at school, and I don't know if I could just sitting in my parents house working a shitty job all day for a year. On top of that I can't help being pissed at my dad who always says, "why should I save money for your guys' colleges when the government will pay for it?" yeah great fucking idea. The government is giving me $700 a semester now, YYAYYYYYYYY!!!! Maybe that will cover my books? Fuck! I could use some help here!